Tomorrow, May 1st 2013 is the start of my summer and the start of my new life. I’m getting back into my goal of eating clean, riding my bike and excising. I’m tired of feeling like this, and being like this. I should have never stopped in the first place! That gets me down, but you know what? I’m going to prove myself, and everyone else wrong and I CAN do this! I can become something I want. Getting a gym membership for the summer and using it every day! I need this, I want this, Not just for me, but I want my parents to eventually follow as well. I’m going back to juicing, at least once a day, if not more. Any words of encouragement is GREATLY appreciated! Hopefully I get my “big girl job” so things can work out the way I want them too! Please God. I’m begging you to give me the courage I need.